So this is how stupid I really am, I am getting involved with what's going on, after reading *$tardust* blog, I agree with everything she's said actually. Candired, I am having second thoughts about you, It's that post you put on my wall about a month ago, it sounds like you are making me out to be Cats Rule Everything (Kristie) What the fuck? WHO and WHAT type of friend accuses their friend of being a malicious hater? What is going on? Please tell me because I'd loooooove to know! (; See, I have tried to support you with my blog posts, and yes, I have shared personal things about myself but that is just because of what Kristie posted on her blog, if she hadn't have mentioned my scars then not many people would have known about my past. I am insecure with myself, I am a shy person & I don't like being messed around, but guess what? Sadly I'm being messed around by you clearly! Okay, I admitted I spoke about you all, yeah. I'm going to delete you the next time i log onto MSP because I just think that it's sick that you can simply accuse me of being someone I'm not?? Nobody has ever accused me of being Kristie! Only you. Well I think that's where you were heading anyway, it looked like that to me, & Stardust/Soph is right about you!!! You DID used to delete people for not helping with fame, that is WHY you deleted me early LAST YEAR, and YES, I HATED on YOU after it because I was ANGRY with you, and someone, not going to say who, found out that I'd said stuff about them before hating on you, that doesn't make sense does it? Oh god. Well yeah they found out and they were angry with me so they had a go at me, and then it's taken me til now to realise what I fool I was when I spoke about them on your wall, calling them a rat and saying they don't deserve their place, and saying that you should pass them. NO, I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT ROXY. I have NEVER spoken to Roxy, I have hated on her though. Would you like to know why? HMM IT WAS BECAUSE I WANTED TO DEFEND YOU BUT NOW LOOKING BACK, YOU SEEM TO NOT GIVE A SHIT WHO DEFENDS YOU. IT'S REALLY PISSING ME OFF YOU KNOW! YOU SAID THAT YOU WOULD HAVE DELETED ME FOR BEING RUDE TO YOU, AND NOT FOR NOT HELPING WITH FAME, BUT YOU ARE TRYING TO MAKE YOURSELF LOOK GOOD, AND SAYING I WAS RUDE TO YOU!!!!!!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEN I WAS YOUR FRIEND, I TRIED MY BEST TO HELP YOU WITH FAME, BUT I AM NOT FUCKING ONLINE 24/7 TO HELP EVERYONE WITH *SHIT*! Yeah, fame is shit. It is unfair and I think it's stupid. I am the type of person who is always up for a debate, so you can fire back at this if you'd like to, I don't care anymore you know. What else is there to say? Oh yeah, I WAS rude to you after you deleted me (think I've already said that, can't remember) BUT I HAD MY REASONS! SOPH IS RIGHT, YOU WERE A FAME MONSTER, YOU WANTED FAME SO BADLY THAT YOU MADE A BLOG TO TURN EVERYONE AGAINST ISHA BECAUSE SHE DIDN'T PAY OUT HER WISH DEALS AND ALL THAT SHIT, THEN YOU ACCUSED HER OF CHEATING AND SAID THAT'S HOW SHE GOT LEVEL 25. SWEETHEART, WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES, NOBODY CARES IF SHE CHEATED OR NOT! IT'S A FUCKING GAME! NO, YOU PROBABLY WEREN'T EXPECTING ME TO BE SO MEAN & CRUEL & MAKE THIS POST WERE YOU? BUT I'M SICK OF SHIT CANDIRED. I LIKED YOU ONCE, THEN I HATED YOUR GUTS, I LIKED YOU AGAIN, AND NOW I DISLIKE YOU AGAIN! I WOULD HAVE PROBABLY STILL LIKED YOU IF YOU HADN'T OF ACCUSED ME OF BEING KRISTIE, OR SAYING YOU DELETED ME BECAUSE I WAS RUDE! I KNOW I WILL GET A LOT OF HATE FOR THIS, BUT IT'S DRIVING ME INSANE! AGAIN SOPHIA IS RIGHT ABOUT YOU, AND SORRY BUT I WILL ALWAYS CHOOSE HER OVER YOU! SOPHIA IS A TRUE FRIEND TO ME AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN, YES, I HAVE WHAT YOU MAY LIKE TO CALL *BITCHED* ABOUT PEOPLE TO HER, I ADMIT, I SPOKE ABOUT PEOPLE BEHIND THEIR BACKS TO A FEW PEOPLE BECAUSE SOME OF YOU DRIVE ME INSANE OVER AND OVER AND I NEEDED TO GET IT OUT! RIGHT. THERE'S THAT TRUTH. JESUS CHRIST WOMAN! & SOPHIA IS ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS ON THAT GAME, SHE IS ONE OF MANY THAT I CAN TRUST, WE'VE NEVER FALLEN OUT AND I APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT SHE HAS STAYED WITH ME AND BEEN THERE FOR ME WHENEVER I HAVE BEEN DOWN AND I DO MOAN A LOT, SORRY THAT SOME OF YOU HAVE TO PUT UP WITH MY MOANING! :o ;) Thanks as well lol :) ERM, YEAH, ZARY IS A TRUE FRIEND TOO, I HAVE HER ON KIK, SHE IS VERY CLOSE TO ME, I CAN TELL HER ANYTHING AND SHE WON'T TELL A SOUL! HOLLY, YOU ARE A CLOSE FRIEND BUT YOU HAVE DELETED ME ONCE BECAUSE OF MY STUPID STATUS THAT SAID SOMETHING WHICH UPSET YOU, NOT BRINGING IT BACK BECAUSE EVEN I GET UPSET ABOUT THE PAST! I KNOW, I'M A COMPLETE WEIRDO :D I THINK I'M DONE NOW SO GOODBYE EVERYONEEEEEEEEEEEEE. YEAH. DONE. FOR NOW AT LEAST. I JUST HAD TO LET THIS OUT. CANDIRED, YOU AND I ARE NO LONGER FRIENDS, I HAVE TRIED TO BE NICE TO YOU, WITH THE ARTBOOKS I'VE MADE FOR YOU, WITH THESE BLOODY BLOG POSTS I HAVE MADE FOR YOU, AND FOR TRYING TO SUPPORT YOU LIKE I ALWAYS FRICKEN DO!!! :) GLAD TO KNOW YOU'VE MADE IT THIS FAR THOUGH, I GUESS I CAN ONLY SAY THAT RIGHT NOW....UM..WELL DONE? YEAH, WELL DONE ON GETTING WHERE YOU ARE (im NOT being sarcastic) EVERYONE DESERVES WHERE THEY ARE SO WELL DONE ON GETTING HERE. AND BYE :)
